Sunday, April 18, 2004
I need Jesus
My heart is heavy and broken, and I am oh so confused. I feel things so heavily and it seems that I seldom have a reasonable explanation for the feelings. At times I can identify the trigger, but though it can be identified, it usually doesn't make any apparent sense why this particular thing can set off my emotions and change/affect my whole persona. I need Jesus. That's what it comes down to. So yeah, the past 24ish hours have been a little on the rough side. I feel like a zombie. Last night I wanted to cry, scream, and vomit all at the same time. I in fact only did one of the three, but the "need" to do the others was still the same. Seems a little extreme and intense, if you ask me, for such a vague idea of what it's coming from.
"I need You, Jesus, to come to my rescue. What else can I say? There's no other Name by which I am saved. Capture me with praise; I will follow You."
My heart is heavy and broken, and I am oh so confused. I feel things so heavily and it seems that I seldom have a reasonable explanation for the feelings. At times I can identify the trigger, but though it can be identified, it usually doesn't make any apparent sense why this particular thing can set off my emotions and change/affect my whole persona. I need Jesus. That's what it comes down to. So yeah, the past 24ish hours have been a little on the rough side. I feel like a zombie. Last night I wanted to cry, scream, and vomit all at the same time. I in fact only did one of the three, but the "need" to do the others was still the same. Seems a little extreme and intense, if you ask me, for such a vague idea of what it's coming from.
"I need You, Jesus, to come to my rescue. What else can I say? There's no other Name by which I am saved. Capture me with praise; I will follow You."
Wednesday, April 07, 2004
Yes. :o)
